The 100 Day Project (4): Words to Remember

"Stuck" best describes how I've felt since the last post ten days ago. At the time, I mentioned I was experiencing some growing pains in multiple areas of my life. These have continued with less growth, more pain, and just an overall feeling of being stuck on so many levels. I missed two days of the 100 Day Project, and then thought, "What now?"

Luckily I receive a weekly email from the organizers of the project, to encourage reflection and growth. I decided to address their questions in today's post. I invite you all to consider them in your life, our major act of creativity.

• What's giving you joy? Using a freestyle calligraphy, lots of white, border tangles and watercolors was fun for me. 
• What is not giving you joy? Doing all of the above on a 2 x 2 inch square is tricky! I inevitably smudge something, or lose my grip on the small surface when I try not to smudge and then get a wobbly line or color where I didn't intend it. As I write this, I think that being more patient and letting things dry before moving on would solve the problem. But I intended for these small pieces to take 30 minutes tops.
• What are you learning about yourself? I can be really impatient!! My fingers and hands are not always as nimble and steady as they once were.
• What are you committing to this week? I would like to continue with words to remember, and use some organic tangles.

Here's what happened this week:

Day 21/100

Day 22/100

Day 23/100

Day 24/100

Day 25/100 A milestone!

Day 26/100

Day 27/100

I have started another project on a 10.5 in x 10.5 surface. I'm using blossom tangles, as inspired by the new Zentangle Project Pack 20. The videos are free if you're feeling stuck and need some ideas! Pictures coming soon...!

The 100 Day Project (3): Color

The past week brought some growing pains on many levels. The 100 Day Project was not spared! I was excited to pull out some 2-inch colored tiles I had made using pigments and ink. After the previous weeks of black and gray with limited color, I was pumped to begin. Since I had enjoyed using the Glaze 3D pens on black last week, I decided to continue with them, only in color. I struggled, with smudges, with the colors being wrong, with patterns that didn't work with the large nibs and the thick ink. Sigh. No mistakes in Zentangle! Here they are:

Maybe some can be used for gift tags? I never throw any tiles away, so we'll just see what they turn into. I'm kind of thinking that somehow sewing them into a quilt pattern might be fun and different. I feel better already. Maybe I'm growing as an artist?

Do you ever have growing pains?

The 100 Day Project (2): Black on Black

Happy March! My intention for this month is simplicity. "Simplicity is nature's default position," says Dr. Deepak Chopra. We've made it through the exciting energy of new resolutions and celebrations. For me, March is a time to hope for simple things: an emerging bud, longer days, greener grass, drenching rains that soften the soil so I can more easily weed and plant. 

For my 100 Days Project, which I wrote about last week, I finished February with the same color palette: gray tiles, pink ink, white charcoal and graphite. I liked the unity it gave to bring these tiny 2-inch pieces together. With the beginning of March, I was inspired by Stephanie Jennifer, Singapore CZT extraordinaire. She posted some black tiles drawn with black ink. I've done some black on black before, and was eager to do it again. I used a 3-D ink, Sakura Glaze pen, in black. 

First attempt

I rubbed some soapstone powder over the tile before drawing.

I tried to create textures to catch the light.

A tangle that has always challenged me, CanT, with this technique, seems more friendly!

I'm not sure how this will evolve over the next week. Black on black is fun, but a little rough on the eyes! The bold nib feels great, so I'll see what transpires tomorrow!

I hope you have a fun week, with light to make your black days shine!

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The 100 Day Project

Have you ever heard of the 100 Day Project?  It is a free global initiative begun in 2013 inviting folks to choose a creative project and do it for 100 days. It doesn't matter if your 100 days are consecutive; just do it for 100 days. This is a new endeavor for me, and, in my current "no expectations" mindset, I've embarked! My creative project is to complete 100 2-inch squares of art. (The 2-inch squares of paper in Zentangle are called "Bijou tiles".) 100 days of Bijou. I'm thinking that I will use limited tools for this as I re-explore simplicity and the elegance of limits. And how much can you put on a 2-inch square without it becoming totally overwhelmed?!?

I picked up some gray Bijou tiles for these, and a pink pen. (That was unintentional!) Here's what we have so far:

Drum roll, please.

Tangle (pattern): Appease, by Connie Green

"Kruller", by Jody Genovese

Drawn on the back of the previous tile

"Heart Blossom", by Beth Gaughan

"Waltzy", by Sue Schneider

5 down, 95 to go!

I hope that this inspires and motivates you to participate in this challenge. (Leave me a comment if you're ready to give it a go!) Don't overthink it. Your challenge can be brushing your teeth in 100 different ways! As always, just have fun!

"Space: the final (?) frontier"

My home studio gets southern exposure and cat TV, aka, a large window where the neighborhood cat and I can sit and watch the birds, the sky, the trees and our natural world. We have a single-sized futon that we share that takes up a good bit of the room, leaving just enough space for a small drawing table and a small desk. I try to keep an open space for yoga, not too big, like me.

Thursday morning, I got my coffee, and as I tried to squeeze into my desk chair, I spilled the hot liquid all over the table and floor. This was my green light to look for a better solution, to make space! After a half-day of decluttering and moving things around, I was particularly pleased that I hadn't responded to this need by buying more stuff! I could work here. I could reflect, too, on space in other areas of my life--my use of time and energy, my head space, to name just two. 

I continued exploring heart patterns in my work this week. Here's what happened:

My Valentine for Lar

L'Amour pattern

Inkless drawing, or tecnica seca

Embossed cotton fiber paper and graphite

L'Amour pattern

The bottom corner is folded back to make a stand

Patterns: HeartBlossom and Calliewags

Although not a huge fan of heart patterns, of which there are well over 100, I enjoyed drawing these with minimal tools and a small surface. I think this was all a part of my "space studies" this week!

Where do you need to make space? Happy explorations!

Happy Valentine's Day! (KISS!)

In my former life as a middle school French teacher, whenever I assigned the dreaded composition, I would say, "KISS! Keep it short and simple!" Somehow, that seemed to nip the write-and- Google translate problem in the bud! As February is the month of hearts and flowers and kisses, I've decided to use this advice in my blogs. I'll be focusing on heart patterns or tangles this month as well as what we call the "elegance of limits". Each week, I'll try to limit my tools to the traditional Zentangle white surface, black pen and gray graphite.

Here's what I have for this week:

"When two hearts meet, love blossoms."

Heart Linx pattern by Leslee Feiwus

Drawn on the back of the previous tile

Heart Linx pattern and ONS pattern by Curtis Wang

Heartsmeet pattern by Lynn Hensley

Gothic Tracery class by Eni Oken

This happened while I was on hold with customer service.

I left it aside to finish it, and started seeing some heart shapes this week.

Voila! (With an "accent grave" on that A!)

You are loved!

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So long, squiggle. (See it grow: finale)

Having known several writers over the years, I've often thought about editing a piece of writing and how we "edit" in Zentangle art. We don't use erasers, so we might take an "oops" moment and cover it with ink or graphite. We might morph the marks into another pattern. Or we might just leave them, like a loose thread on a Navajo blanket. There is almost always an addition to the mistake, although on rare occasions we might cut the mistake out!

Last week, in my post "Oh, noooooooo!!!!!" I described how I had inadvertently made a squiggle in the white space around the large project I was working on, and panicked for a moment before continuing to work on the rest of the piece. Not sure how I was going to finish it this week, I knew I had to do something. I would not just leave this to the side, unfinished, or throw it away, or cut it!

I took a few days to play with collage. No connection to my Zentangle work, just for relaxation and something different. Then I took a class on creating a gold look with colored pencils. I just needed to clear my mind before going back to the Fragment of Your Imagination Challenge 2023 piece. I'm glad I did.

"A Fragment of My Imagination", 11x15 in.

I'm grateful to 7F5RStudio for the Fragment of Your Imagination Challenge. Grateful to Lindy's Magicals (and the squiggle!) for inspiring me to leave the fragments and see the flowers. Grateful to the Zentangle crew for Project Pack 19 and the courage to think big. And grateful to Rick and Maria for giving me the desire and the means to get reacquainted with my inner artist.

Oh, nooooooo! (See it grow: Week 4)

"Oh, nooooooo!" I cried out from my studio. After 28 days of working on my fan piece, I had done the unexpected, the unthinkable.

This is my 325th blog post. If you've been with me for a while, you know that one of the pillars of the Zentangle Method is "No mistakes". You know that I make mistakes, and I work around, over, under them and it's okay. But this mistake....

I stared at the ink squiggle in the white space of my art, and then, wiped my hand over it--as if to brush it off!--and smeared it. Yes. For some reason, I had continued the inking on my small drawing table rather than the card table I've been using. I mistook that white surface for the blotter paper that covers the small surface and gives me a place to clean my pen. I cleaned my pen on the artwork. And then smeared it.

The scene of the crime

The victim (The squiggle is in the upper right hand corner.)

The fragments (A Fragment of Your Imagination Challenge, 2023)

This mishap has certainly not bolstered my confidence. I have no idea where we'll go from here. But after it happened, I pulled out my colored pencils and started bringing those pansy blooms and peonies I see to life. For now, I'll stay on that path, cajoling things out of the background, sculpting with my pen and pencils. When the time comes, we'll get to the squiggle and see how it all fits in.

Here are some other, less scary, tiles from this week:

This was fun!

A tealight for a dear friend

What horrors have befallen you in your art? How did you deal with it? What would you do with the squiggle?

Uncharted Waters (See it grow: Week 3)

In one of my favorite TV episodes, Wally, the older brother of Beaver, explains to his perplexed parents who are seeking his input about the young sibling, something like, "Gee, Mom. How would I know? Beaver's never been this age before." Ah, the Wisdom of Wally! Lately, in my morning meditations, I've often seen words about the power of not knowing, learning to accept the "uncharted territory" in our lives, letting go of our "Expert Mode" of thinking and acting. So many crossroads that we have yet to come to. As I read somewhere "You've never been this old before, and you'll never be this young again." Sobering thoughts! But they remind me that every moment is new, that we are constantly challenged with learning and exploring. 

In week 3 of the Fragment of Your Imagination Challenge, this feels particularly relevant. Looking at the remaining inches of the design that remain, I have, in all honesty, started to get a little nervous. How am I going to respond to this space with honor and courage, and even humility? I imagine different options. I think, "But I don't really know how to do that?" Shading, the sixth step of the Zentangle Method, is often my favorite. But with this piece, I'm hearing that critical voice: "If you ruin it, you won't be able to correct it!" Ugh. The power of not knowing? I have 10 more days to draw. As I advance through them, I will see things a little differently, learning and exploring as I go. And then we'll see!

For now, here's what we have:

End of week 3

Week 3 Fragments

Other tiles from this week:

For a friend

Just for kicks

A gentle reminder

Are you in some uncharted waters? What are you exploring now?

Have a wonderful week, and Happy Lunar New Year! 🐇

How did that happen? (See it grow: Week 2)

I just came back from an awe-inspiring weekend at Lake Mattamuskeet, NC, watching waterfowl, in particular, tundra swans. Thousands of giant white birds, with 6-foot wingspans, "snowbirding", as it were, in the balmy--to them--waters of North Carolina's largest natural lake. They had come from the Arctic Circle to feed and pass the winter. Even with the 25-mph winds and the subfreezing temperatures, Lar and I couldn't take ourselves away from them. 

What's this got to do with my art? Nothing, and everything. I've written many times about how nature is a constant source of inspiration. This time, I didn't have my hand-made journal to document patterns. I wasn't even looking for them, if I'm being perfectly honest with you! I was just swept away in the moment, many of them, admiring the swans' beauty and grace and humor. And this morning, when I started thinking about my blog, I had totally lost track of time. Somehow, I was about to post week 3 of my "See it grow" series. But when I looked at my art, I realized I hadn't done week 3. Oh, no! Was I a week behind? With a full schedule ahead of me, I started to panic. "I'll never have time to do the art and the post." I started planning my work out. After at least 10 minutes, I realized I was due to post week 2, not 3. Everything was in place and ready to go. Time to put aside my memories of the weekend and be here now. How did that happen? Nature had gotten in my head, and I liked it!

Here's week 2 of "A Fragment of Your Imagination":

The Fragments

A few new friends

When have you lost track of time at the sight of something wonderful?

Trust the Process and See it Grow: Week 1

Inspired by last month's large piece for the 12 Days of Zentangle Project, I've embarked on an 11 x 15 inch project using the prompts from the Fragment of Your Imagination Challenge 2023.  (There is a lovely FREE handout that you can download. Thanks to Debbie New in Singapore and Ildica Boyd in New Zealand for so generously putting this together for the Zentangle community.) Every day, there is a new little fragment to use, like little tesserae in Roman mosaics, but in ink! We are using square shapes, orbs, triangles and seed shapes. I'm not using all the suggested fragments, and I'm going out of order, but it's Zentangle, right? No mistakes. Here's my work in progress for this week:

The beginning of my fan

Day 2

Day 3

As you can see, after three days, I had covered a good bit of space. Rather than continue, I chose to put it aside for a week to come back to it with fresh eyes. Wanting to continue with the fragments, I found other uses.

These are all the Week 1 fragments in my sketchbook with

the names of their origins.

I used three of the triangular fragments for this week's 

cards for our friends at Meals on Wheels.

As with any of my art, I don't have a plan, other than filling in a fan shape with these fragments. Check back next week for a look at what has transpired!

 

The last piece for 2022: The 12 Days of Zentangle

I hope you all ended 2022 with joyous festivities! I wanted to briefly share my finished "12 Days of Zentangle" project, along with photos of the beginning, middle and end. This  year-end project challenged us all to trust the process, by working big and with several new tangles. Although frustrated at times, mostly by not having a large enough table for a screen and the 14.5 x 19.5 inch paper, I am happy with what I did, and how I handled the challenge. I, like many others, felt "like an artist" while doing this project. (Usually, the 12 Days of Zentangle is a series of 12 individual projects at the end of the year, each one on a small surface.) 

Around day 3

Around day 8, I still had lots of gaps.

Day 10, with most of the shading

Finished piece, detail of left side

Finished piece, detail center

Finished piece, detail right side

With the 12 Days project behind me, I'm looking forward to beginning another "large" piece. Did you finish any projects for the end of the year? What projects are you looking forward to?

Happy Hanukkah! Merry Christmas!

Welcome (back, if you're a returning reader)! I hope you've had a peaceful, fulfilling week as the holiday season comes to its climax for many.

My week was great since I had my husband at home. The downside was that he had the flu. We have had every possible vaccine they offer, but he still got sick. (Luckily, I seem to have come through it unscathed.) And once the flu had run its course, a sinus infection set in. My week wasn't really great, and his was definitely not fun. But we made it through, grateful that it wasn't worse. He's headed back to work tomorrow.

Because I spent most of my week care-giving, I didn't make any art, apart from food made with love and healthy choices. When yesterday came round, I realized that I still had to make my cards for our Meals on Wheels friends. I'll share my wish for them with all of you:

I wish you

all things happy,

all things bright, all things good for you

in the New Year, 

and through the holidays.

Though I'll be cooking for our Christmas guests all week, I do intend to make time for finishing our 12 Days of Christmas Project Pack 19. I look forward to showing it to you soon!